CIKFARAH'S OWN

.Thursday, December 31, 2009 ' 5:18 AM Y

happy new yearr:)

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ' 3:04 AM Y

haha..my 3rd date wit epul:)enjoy ni ma dia..ngee..i luv him so much:*i luv his eyes,seksi:)her teeth,cumil:Dhaha!gila2han waa kmi td..fes,kmi mkn soto..haha..me frust dat time ma epul..da msg dtg..dri kwn lelaki me..so,msti dia pikir bkn2 kan?trus,dgn yakinnya me pi tuang lada 2 mgguk..yg mgguk kecil..soto fudcod waa..hehe..naa..berasap..kan kuar uda airmata..menahan jaa me..dia bek,tuangkan me air..ngee..haha!nya,'mkn padas2..minum gas lg..'atu bebanau..nyaman ih..las2 tu,nda lg me t'mkn..mnum ja tuu prr!haha..cola waa..epul kan mrasa my soto..me ckp jgn..mau jua ia..naa..bg taa..haha..sma jua nehh kpdasan..nda airnya..me ambil..haha..jht kn?las2 tuu bgi ja laa airnya..hehe..me syg kan ma ia..trus,chow..pi la blkg fame tuu..date2,romance2,cewahhh..nda waa..dusta2..sna taa kmi b'ibun ar..tawa2..ambil gmbr..mau bnr wa ia ambil gmbr..malu gila ni b'gmbr ma ia..byk kli da dipajal nya..see?lawa jua kan me?haha..ok la ni..kngn kmi sblm ia pi bufort:'(sda taa nda bwa hp nya nnti..sadih ih..nda pa laa..sambung2..trus,jaln ta kmi raun2 uk atu..hehe..smpai jam 3..lbh kurg catu laa..umie tipun,suh mulih..adeii,urg alum puas ma boy..sda taya kna suh mulih..ani taa..tp xpa laa..enjoy wa ma ia:)ok la tuu..sms ejan..'jan,mulih 3.30'liat umie dtg..labih jam 3.30 waa..ngee..spend tem jap kmi ma ejan..ada ka patut di ampas nya me gna butul cola..adeii,sakit waa tuu!igtnya kita kabal kali..ngee..nda paa..bg chan la ma ia..hehe..mcm ni laa boy..tem men2,men2..jiwang,jiwang..bru laa spoting:))kn?kn?nda batah tu..mulih ta kmi..

aku jmpa td..

*ejat

*bibih

*shy

*zana
*arul
*miko

:)

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Sunday, December 27, 2009 ' 9:35 PM Y

haha..i got a BIG bear uw..see,see?cumil kan?cian my teddy lg stu..bangas..nda kna syg lg..haha..pdan muka..cehh,tda waa..dua2 me syg..tp me lg syg my SEAPOOL:)epul yg bgi tu nma..haha..fes2..mau bg nma dia epul,i dowan..xmau la sma ngan nma boy kan..trus,secon nem is SEARAH..haha:Dtawa me heard dat nem..xngam2 wa..adehh,he said..dat my nem and him..yalaa,au kan sja..then,me ckp..nemau2..mau cumil2 pnya nma..then,last tu..give la seapool..arr,i asked la him kan..'my bear is a boy ka syg?'then,he said..'ofcoz laa..xkan u mau hug pompuan kan?so,bg la lelaki..'ok laa,ikt la pa dia mau..so,my bear's name is SEAPOOL.hehe..

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Thursday, December 17, 2009 ' 3:07 AM Y

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

syg,im really sorry..please forgive me:(

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ' 5:10 AM Y

16122009;my 1st date wit him. .hehe. .best ow. .btul. .sgt2 best. .fes!i saw him,wearing a white t-shirt. .me lari,bab da lelaki ni td di sebelah me. .nnti lenn pulak dia pikir. .trus,dia suh me pi tmpt dia. .me pun pegi laa. .tp me malu tem tuu:)besa laa kan,fes tem jumpa. .then,me pi laa tempat dia. .trus,trus. .me pi sblh dia tauu. .then,kmi diam. .me malu sgt tem tuu. .sgt la malu. .xbesa baa ma dia. .blh2 baa,kmi pi b'msg2 lg. .pdhal dekat wa sdaa. .adeehh. .haha. .trus,dia ckp dia xbesa ma prmpuan,trus,me lari laa. .haha!biar dia. .last2 tuu,dia pi jgk tmpt me. .kmi jaln2 laa. .dia xtau ni mau pgl me apa. .jd,dia gna aku kau. .frust:(tp,xpa laa. .me xmau dia pgl gitu. .me pgl dia syg tau. .hehe. .las2 tu pun,dia pun pgl me syg. .then,pusing2 laa kmi. .then,dia mau bwa da me pi wter park. .me xmau,panas. .trus,raun2 lg kat ujana tuu. .pusing2. .jmpa ka susi ma liya. .hehe. .ceta2 la kmi. .dia bangas,cian. .hehe. .so,me pi laa cri dia. .dia pi tingu kasut. .pstu,kmi pi laa wter park. .jaln2. .pi marin,trus,pi pntai. .dia ska pntai uw. .cumil ih. .haha. .urm,pastu kmi bebalik ke uk. .waitin; for my uncle. .gipun,me haus tem tu. . mau beli choc snow shake,tu kdai bluebrries ttp. .so,xdpt laa. .mnum pepsi jaa. .dia blnja. .hehe. .mnum,mnum,mnum. .my uncle suh trun dpn piza. .kmi tgu dpn cc xtreme tuu. .dia suh me duduk,me nemau. .mls. .tgk my kaki ody melecet nii..dia ckp,len kli..lau pkai ksut gitu..pkai stokin. .me pun,ok2..hehe..ktwa2 la kmi kat sna..then,my uncle come,sedih..i hv to leave him:(so sad tem tu..bila lg ni kmi mau jmpa?huhu..nnti dia mau blik da pi bfort..hm..xpa laa..really have fun with him..so so muchh!

mohd.saiful solehin.

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ' 2:14 AM Y

i have a DATE wit sumone tomorrow!

SUPERMAN,

here i come!!!!

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Monday, December 14, 2009 ' 10:22 PM Y

blaaa,hye there. .lma xupdate blog. .huhu,sowie ka jaa. .urm,mau ceta pa ar?yeaa,mau ceta pasal. .BOY!hehe. .dlm ati ku da 2 cinta tau. .terer kan. .hehe. .urm,nama boy fes ku,mamat. .yg secon,epul. .aku pun sda terus terang ma dorg. .epul blh terima,aku ada mamat. .tp dia ckp. .'leave him if u really love me'. .mamat btl2 nda blh terima epul. .aku tau slh aku,dua kan dia. .tp dia pun pena dua kan aku. .so,fair la kann?huhu..peningnya. .aku nemau lepaskan 2 2. .sbnrnya kan,aku buat mcm ni bukan mau mainkan lelaki. .aku xtahan dgn mamat. .aku bosan dgn dia. .dia slalu mrh2 aku. .buat apa yg dia suh. .seriously,dia btul2 mghrp ma aku. .tp dia xpndai pun jga aku. .mau ikut ckpnya ja?ckp ku?tda pun mau dgr. .tp,bila dtg lelaki nma epul. .aku rsa tenang sgt ma dia. .bhgia sgt ma dia. .dia btl2 buat aku bahagia. .bila aku terus terang ma dia pasal mamat,dia xmrh punn. .tp xtau laa lau dia tipu aku. .aku blh tau baa,msti dia frust. .lau aku pun jd dia,aku frust. .aku netau mau buat pa lg. .tp yg pntg skg,aku lbh sygkan epul dari mamat. .kusutt!!:(

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ' 6:56 AM Y

aii..lma xb'update blog..sowiee..urm,sbnrnya aku frust..frust sgt..aku igt,lau da urg bru dlm hdp ku,suma jd hppy..tp aku xhppy punn..fes,dia jrg msg aku..byk la alsn nya..da krja laa..t'tdo la,aku ok2 ja..tp dlm ati ku?!!lau kmu laa..pa kmu rsa?msti dia da urg len kn?hm,xkn aku kna menkn lg?waaaa!!trus,lau kat fb..tda pun kumen2 aku..da laa..sblm kmi together..aku add diaa..dia ckp,'tnx for add',blablabla..da laa tu kann..trus,skg?tda punn..1 jaa kat status ku..hm..ari tu..aku da kumen status nyaa..tda pun kumen blik..lau kat wall dia,daa gurl len kumen,di rplynya balik..sasaakk ih..aku pun netau laa..aku netau mau buat paa..diam2 nnti,aku yg kna..lau pi mrh ia..nnti ngumpat..wat should i do?help me..lau hdp ku ni cma tuk dimainkan,aku terima..:')papa jaa laa..aku tda mod mau lyan ia..tul2 laa..arghh!

lets end the love story once and for all. <33 ilys

.Wednesday, December 2, 2009 ' 7:15 PM Y

BILA..

aku tgk inbox kat fb aku..so hppy!got 2msgs..1 from my SUPERMAN..and 1 from...SHAMINNN!!aku ngs tau..huhu:')i miss her so much!dia ckp sory wit aku..trus,aku rply balik..tda papa la mau disorykan..blablabla..abis jaa rply..trus aku upload lukisan KC.then,tagged la tuk dorang..anim dpt..shamin,aku juz tulis nma dia..sbb aku blum add dia lg..asiah?aku cri..tp tedaa..rpanya dia uda delete aku..sedih sgt..trus,me ngs..ngs dan ngs..trus,aku stop cryin'..aku delete balik gmbr yg aku upload..huhu..aku tau,aku sdar..org mcm aku xlyk b'kwn ma dorg..tp aku terima suma tu..mmg ptt pun dorg buat gitu..wlaupun dorg xtrima lg aku sbgai kwn dorg,aku redha:')aku terima suma tu dgn ikhlas.aku nakan lupakn dorg..dorg la kwn yg paling t'baik yg pena aku ada selama aku idup..tq frens:')